Emptiness??
A Perfect backdrop…cool breeze….a slight drizzle, as if purifying the surroundings…nature whispering in the ears, telling me, I am here, exactly the way you want me to be….right in front of me is my love, whose presence means the world to me….in any given moment I should feel elated…but I don’t…I am lost in my thoughts….why do I have this knot in my stomach…why do I feel the vacuum….I strongly wish to experience this flawless setting, why I am unable to sense it….I recollect the events of the day and the past week…trying to put my finger on anything specific which might have happened…nothing sprung out to be the cause of this…
Then the mind started spiraling around various questions…am I in the present?…is this emptiness because of a pain which I am experiencing in the past or a future timeline?….right at this moment, am I in a different time zone and experiencing the unpleasantness in my sub conscious?…or is it that my conscious itself is transported to an older or upcoming timeline?….is it even real?….the feeling is so strong, it cannot be negated as unreal…I don’t know what it is!…how do I deal with it?…is there any way to deal with such unknowns which are not in the present?…an experience occurring parallelly in a different time zone!….should I worry? …do I need to do anything?…can I do anything about it?…
While the mind was preoccupied with these thoughts…I suddenly heard a faint voice saying “US”….it gave me a jolt….the voice got clearer…and it is saying that “US” represents the Universal Soul….and then an image got brighter with the voice….felt his eyes staring right into my eyes…it began with a sensation…a realization followed and then finally I saw him in front of me….and it brought me back to the present….the emptiness transitioned into a completeness….I am filled with a sense of gratitude….to the almighty to make me realize how beautiful the present is and the entire surrounding got filled with Love and only Love…and another strange thing happened right at that moment….I could feel an aura of Love all around me and whoever entered that zone became the Love embodiment…I recognized my purpose again…
Thank you Oh Lord!
