I open my eyes one day….why can’t I see you beside me…
I need to hold you and touch you..Why can’t I see you beside me…
I have to get up and do my chores…
But it isn’t happening today…
I need to see you beside me…
I sit up and hold my knees…I bury my head in it..
I want to talk to you and hear you…I open my eyes and you still aren’t there..
I sit leaning on the bed…with your happy memories playing in my head…
The times when you were playful and naughty…and all the times you were pulling my leg..
How you loved me…like no one did…you couldn’t stand it, if ever there was a tear shed..
You always said,
“you won’t ever go away…this is the truth my love…we are meant to be this way…
Love me, cuddle me, hold me and kiss me…but remember, the true me is not this body as you see me…
Even when in this body, I am all around you, I am within you, I am you…
Why would you think my love, that I’ll leave you when the body is no more in front you…
Let us play today and have fun in this form, have a blast and love this norm…
When the time comes to shed this skin, let the fondness remain akin…
Never be in sorrow, the soul never leaves…
We are all merged together…you will find me in your memories…
Call my name as you know it…and believe me I will show up…
Not in the form you have seen me…but check your heart when you do…it will always skip a beat…
The wind in your face…the sound of the bell…the beautiful bird in the corner is where I will dwell…”
Then, I open my eyes again…
I couldn’t see you like I wanted, but now I can feel you all around me and within me..
This feeling makes me happy again.
